She’s been my lil doll face since the day I met her (and her big bro let me know she’s not a doll lol). I want to give a HUGE shout saying Happi Bday Audi!! Y’all not ready for these natural hair from birth babies. Too cute & more to come. Hope you has loads of fun today baby girl. 😘 #NaturalBaby #PeaceCrew #instacollage
Yesterday I was so busy with everything, that I wasn’t able to be socially accurate in shouting out my baby. Please believe this morning it’s first thing!!! Happi Birthday to the my first love @dabombchell2005!! Auntie loves & misses you my lil hippie natural love goddess! SO auntie’s baby. I hope yourself enjoyed yesterday! #SoHappi #LoveHer #9YearsOld #HippieLife #PeaceCrew #NaturalBaby
I’d like to do a #TBT to my #WCW who last month said “I’m straightening my hair” & meant it this time. Lol. She only did it to cut the ends, but she was curious too. After a year of being a heat free girl she straightened & I love it!! That bottom right was in May on Mother’s Day & the rest are a few weeks ago. #LoveMyMommi #NowImCurious
First off #StopJudgingMe cause I ain’t all the way unpacked yet. 😂 2nd what type of crazy person comes home, throws on workout clothes & does yoga for 45mins. 🙋 that would be me. Lol. Day 10 of working with no days off. Tomorrow I get paid for basically attending our annual holiday event. #LoveMyLife #Blessings
First of all, let’s be truthful. I’m far from normal. I can go from Limp Bizkit to Jhene Aiko in less than 2 hours. Lol. So normal for me is already questionable.
As a single woman in Las Vegas, I thought I’d for sure be dating left and right, and having nightly fun. To a degree that has happened. I get a lil fun in here and there, and definitely take care of my womanly desires. Then, I was hit with an unusual request. Someone who wanted to know how my day was… everyday. Someone who desired me to be on point for him daily, and even requested full access to my home. Now of course this all happened too fast, and in reality people would question my sanity if they knew our age difference, but none of this mattered to me. He’s intrigue.
The passion between us is undeniable. I can’t help but feel electric around this man. He’s even inspired me to cook again, and give up any other guy I was talking to. I know they weren’t serious, so why even keep them around?
This is NOT normal. A normal person would wait it out. Find out all his flaws before she considered giving this man the time of day, let alone a key. I often feel foolish and insane, but this also excites me. Now I know he’s not a serial killer or anything like that. I mean I’ve done a full background check. I’m not THAT abnormal. I’ve just come realized that my normal isn’t everyone else’s normal.
The reality is it may not work out. It may be the biggest mistake of my life, but it’s MY mistake. He’s be favorite mistake ever in life. Undoubtedly worth every single letter of this blog. Trip part is.. there’s a flip side. It may actually work, and this may be just the new normal I needed in life. If and when that happens though, then y’all are gonna be creeping in on me like…
Day 8 one no days off marathon. When you’re determined enough to reach a goal, you do what you must. Hard work ALWAYS pays off. #Blessings #ThankGodItsMonday #HappiDays
Ummmm what? This would be a sin in my family. 😂😂😂 He was so serious too. #Chipotle #WhatIsHisLifeWithoutThisAmazingFood #Overheard #SoWorthMyLast2PercentOfMyBatteryLife #textgram
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So those of you that know me, know that I can be a bit of a hippie… Ok ok maybe a TOTAL hippie, but wherever. Lol.
After learning that tonight is a not only a full moon, but a harvest SUPER MOON I became incredibly excited about the fact that I’m not only absorbent to all that surrounds me, but I’ll be even more in touch with u emotions.
I know what some of you are thinking.
You’re like ◔_◔ [rolling eyes] “as if you need to feel any more emotions”. Lmbo… I do though. I’ve been a little out of touch with mine lately & this truly brought a few if em back, but maybe too many. ಡ_ಡ [misty eyes]
Upon the arrival of the night I was in good spirits. Things weren’t exactly what I wanted them to be, but what is? I was all good. Then, I saw a friend of mine was near by. Still working, but near by. I got excited… Turned into happi Cassie.
Couldn’t tell me anything. At least for a good 30 mins. I got in the house, got comfortable, put on some music, took a shower, & BAM my friend showed up. I talked to him for a good 5 minutes & it all went downhill from there. FIVE MINUTES PEOPLE!!! I forgot that quick. Thought about the moon all day & that quick I forgot how absorbent I was to my surroundings.
He simply told me he had to go take some keys back to his friend who had been calling him non-stop, & he’ll see me tomorrow. Mind you, I’m standing there scantly clad & fresh out of the shower during this conversation, as he’s asking if I miss him & am I free tomorrow, I take note of the entire situation, but say I may be available tomorrow & he should contact me when I’m off work. He leaves, then comes back for another once over glance at what he’s leaving, a confirmation of tomorrow (yet again), & a kiss goodbye. Honestly, at this point I’m still good.
Then it hits me.
He left! Yeah ok, maybe he had to take the guy his keys, but he could’ve come back! And he had a cold beer in his hands. Where the hell did he get that? Even if you’d only been here for an hour, it wouldn’t stay that cold in your car. ಡ_ಡ [misty eyes] Has he lied to me? Where you with another woman? Why the FUCK do I care? We’re just friends anyway, right? What the FUCK am I crying for? I was just trying to make a sandwich… Damn you moon!!! Lmbo.
Literally within seconds I was in tears & ready to call him like “I know what you’re doing & screw this whole friendship.” Lol. But I didn’t. I’m a smart cookie who knows, #1 I just have to go through the emotions & most likely I’ll feel better, & #2 this moon has got the best of me. Eat dinner, watch a “feel good” show & wait it all out.
Here’s the lesson girls, ready? Don’t call him! Of course tomorrow I’ll pose questions & feel him out. I absorbed my surroundings & his movement & vocab. I’ll question him in a less emotional state. As for now I need to make ME happi Cassie again.
Don’t get me wrong, I still love my moon transitions, but I have to be aware of all life will throw you in these moments. Remain calm, cool, & collected. ~Namaste~
Btw, other gems of this night:
– My online school rejects my appeal
– I start feeling the beginning stages of stomach cramps
– I do my budget & realize I’ll have to wait a couple weeks more to get cable
– I kinda get told my 10 yrs class reunion may not happen the way I want it to by a couple of class members
– Can’t find a tie for my hair
– Oh & that umbrella I thought I had non-existent & I can’t buy one til Friday. It’s supposed to rain in the morning. -___-
Gotta love this watery ass moon! Lol. Goodnight folks
Real life though! Lol. I’m mad busy & have no days off. I cherish my peeps who understand me, but I do know some will fall off. #NoHarshFeelings #DoYouBros #OrBroettes #LolNoGenderSeparation #ImSleepy #YogaTime
✌️finally understand what these two mean by just friends who understand how this friendship works. #SoulsIntwine #TheQueen #TheGod #FKATwigsPlays #JheneandChildishTypeHippies #LetYourSoulSail #PinkToes #FlowerChildren #WTH
Apparently there’s a “no characters” rule at work & I’ve been warned not to wear shirts with anything on em again. 😂😂 THANK GOD this is my last full week at this place. It’s about time I move on.
OH! And did I mention there’s a canary on the loose in here! 😳 y’all know I’m scary 😩😩😩 Jesus don’t let it get me!!! #CountdownTil9pm
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